A letter to my Ex bestfriend

We were friends but you hate me for no reason
I went to get training
you went home
Don't get why we aren't friends anymore
at first i thought it was because i was gay
but i guess its because some of your own personal reasons
I wish this stupid invisible hatred would end
 my real best friend Faith means the world to me
you don't mean anything because i was
taught growing up don't hold on to a dead weight
because they will only bring you down
so continue to hate me
because i will always love you
you were my first "best friend" in high school
Ill never forget but ... if you continue to hate me
that's okay
Im going to continue to do me
Im doing positive things with my life as you can see Im not waiting for you
so continue hating stay in the same place as your doing now
lets see in five years who makes the most progress

Ballerina's Tale : Im LATE !!!


Forty five mintues late !
Again
 Now i cant take class


I wish i didnt live sooo fa away
its okay i dont feel like taking class today anyway
 *sigh* i miss the tendus and degages
No i dont shes beginng petty


from now on i will not be late
i refuse
but the season is almost over so ill tough it out


i need to get new ballet slippers
they have wholes right on the big toe
its so annoying when  do rond de jambes
 * sigh* the the things you think about when your late

Baby Ballerina's Tale

Dance is life
Life is difficult to live with dance included
Life behind the ballet barre
Include few friendships
Injuries all day everyday
Your feet are to ugly to wear sandal's
You cant eat certain things because your afraid to gain to much weight
Its hard to maintain the wait you have without being asked if your eating at home .
Especially as a student you have to  balance your school work and dance at the same time
..... Dancing and living a regular life at the same time is the most difficult thing I've ever done
I feel like a prisoner
I have little to no freedom
I'm hungry
I'm tired
I'm sore
But I have four friends
They barely see me but its okay
I love ballet
Ballet loves me
But its taking my life way
Slowly......